Suicide?

This is a bit rough to start off with, but I’d like to talk about suicide, and what would drive people to it. I, myself have thought about it, but my friends were giving me these reasons not to and putting me on the right track basically. It’s a reckless thing to even think about, but I did, and so have many others. I still value it as an option now if I’m honest. I shouldn’t be selfish like that, but I am, people don’t understand. You try to make them understand, but it’s hard and in the end whatever you say doesn’t matter, because they’ll end up saying the same thing, ”don’t do it” ”you’ve got your life ahead of you” but those people haven’t been what you’ve been through, they haven’t seen what you’ve seen and felt what you’ve felt. So it’s different for them, because they start to panic and just don’t take in what you’re saying, or listen hard when your telling them how you feel. I feel that if things are truly bad, you should consider it. But if you can live with it, and seek help from friends/family, then don’t think about that just yet,  it’s a way out for some people.  A chance to get away from everything that’s bad in life. You should go through every option first, every possible way of making things better, then consider it, otherwise, you’d end up making a big mistake when there’s something that can be done to fix it. Basically, that is my opinion. You may agree, and may disagree, but that is my view and I won’t change it. I’m happy to hear other people’s opinions, but that’s mine and I don’t want to get criticised for what I think.